Carmen never felt like she fit in.
Even as a very young child, she was certain there was more going on than met her eye.
She was always searching for something more, something deeper.
Her quest led her from a difficult childhood into a world of external fame, fortune and adventure as a world-class pro surfer.
However, riding the ecstatic waves of professional surfing only hid her inner pain; it didn't stop the bouts of crushing despair.
Carmen started to explore self-development and then took.