For the first five decades of her life, Dolly wore her inferiority complex like a second skin.
It was so much a part of her that she didn't even know it was there.
Possibly nobody else did either.
At the age of four she was told, by her birth Mother, big girls don't cry.
So from that time She didn't Except when she absolutely couldn't help it and then she would go away on her own so that she wouldn't be a nuisance or make anyone cros.